I drove myself to the ER where i was admitted for kidney failure and pneumonia. Alarm clock trick. Tonight, I cut my thighs with scissors a lot and I feel so ashamed. I have little to no money a cheating lying husband after 34 years and no way to fix anything. I was severely depressed and suicidal. I have no friends. you are not alone , because I feel the same , my only adult child met someone and doesnt care less about me , we use to be very close as we only ever had each other , I have no other family , my heart is broken .I dont have 1 friend , I feel I dont fit in to society. I am in my seventies, mother of two and I know if your mom were in her right mind she would want you to live your life as best you could. Please dont stop at one bad therapist. This totally destroyed me. She hasnt left me yet, but if she does why should I stick around to only hurt people I love? loneliness is awful and very hard , but you need to try to find new interests and hobbies so you can move forward and grow in your life , no matter how old you are , it wont be easy and it wont happen overnight , I still have bad days , but you got to try . I thought the scissors were dull and not working at first. Thanks for sharing here. Im moving forward. I dont have people that i trust. [Chorus] I am also in my 70s wondering if living longer is of any real use or value. Simple stretching can be like giving yourself a massage. I would give up my soul if I have one. I walked out feeling more hopeless, and totally humiliated. I have no friends, no family, no one who would remotely miss me. We crave the love and friendship we once had. I filed for divorce which made me file bankruptcy. Jump all you can and you got out your right foot She truly cares and has bent over backwards to help me. Im just trying to power through my daily disappointments. I have a small room off the garage, and one night had 3 of them invade my room. You can fight back; you can answer back when your mind tells you life is worthless. I dont want to wake up in yet more pain. We have not minds easy to control Buy "Against" on iTunes https://itunes.apple.com/it/album/against-ep/id816525460 I really enjoy how I say I want to die and everyone says that I dont really want to die, I just want to stop my suffering I wish I never existed. The 'Humpty Sharma Ki Dulhania' star captioned the post, "dreamers never wake up, " (added a cloud with a silver lining which seems to represent the hope to recover soon from the virus). Leave and make a happier life with yourself and your cats; theyre far better companions and, even if it takes awhile, wait and love may come along. I cant remember ever going to sleep not wanting to sleep forever. Dont give up hope, please. I wish they had just left me in the orphanage. 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